Shout out

So-this has probably been one of the worst months of my life. We found out early December that we were pregnant and then over the past two weeks I have been going through a miscarriage. It has been emotionally and physically exhausting. I wanted to give a shout out to everyone around me who have been so supportive through all of this. First and for most, my mom: she is amazing. She has come over and done my laundry, my dishes, my cooking, and anything that had to do with Olivia. She is my rock, and I really don't know what I would have done without her over the past couple of weeks. I love you Alice-you are the best! Next, my family: my daddy, the grandparents, my sister and Kenny always calling and checking on me and taking Olivia whenever they could. I am so blessed to have so many people close by to look out for us and lend a helping hand. And last but most definitley not least, Jesse and Olivia. Jesse has been amazing through all of this-he is so sweet and supportive and willing to do whatever I need him to. His love is so unconditional for me and I am so lucky to have him. Every day I look at Olivia and know how truly blessed I am to have her. She is so sweet, smart, and senstivie to all that I have been going through. She wanted this baby probably as much as I did, and that has been the most difficult part. She doesn't understand and I feel lost when I have to try and explain. I am doing the best I can though, and I promise her that we will keep trying. Just like Jesse's grandma (I miss her so much) use to tell me "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." This too shall pass.